I always wanted a deeper understanding of the word of God. I had many conversations with the Lord in the beginning of my journey. I began seek His word to know what was expected of me. One conversation was about my salvation accepting Christ and living a christian life; the word says we are a new creation in Christ 2 Corinthians 5:17. That does not mean you are free from trials and tribulations, instead, your true journey begins. It was really hard at that time because the word began to come alive and the battles began. I understood why I needed to put on the whole armor of God Ephesians 6: 11-18. Sometimes giving birth in the mist of Spiritual war can cause a spiritual miscarriage, spiritual abortion or spiritual death. When we except Christ things will began to test our faith.
Once we accept Christ, a seed of Faith is planted in our hearts. We have to ask God to reveal the word so we can understand and grow in faith and grace; so the seed in our hearts began to grow. For a deeper understanding the Lord showed me that when a woman conceive she has a seed planted in her womb. In order for that seed to grow she has to feed and nourish that seed also.When a spiritual miscarriage, abortion or spiritual death happens first we lose sight of God, we open the door for sin, which causes us to backslide and then eventually become worldly. If we repent and ask God for forgiveness; God will for give us 1 John 1: 9. Leaving behind worldly things 2 Peter 2:20-21. Then and only then will you win your war.